Frustrated and Ranting -- As Usual
I think my job is turning me into someone I don't want to be. I'm pretty sure 25 is too young to be burned-out, isn't it?

The busy season is just beginning to heat up, and it already feels like I'm drowning. I'm so much more negative and intolerant than I used to be; it seems like all I can do is complain and bitch and rant. I'm exhausted all the time. I'm exhausted when I wake up, I'm exhausted when I get to work, I'm exhausted when I get home, and I'm exhausted when I go to bed. Except I don't sleep; I've never had a problem sleeping before, but now I'm an insomniac. It's not just a physical exhaustion, it's this deep down to the bone exhaustion that clouds everything.

Ugh, and even now all I can do is complain. I wish I knew how to fix this. Maybe seeing Deneb this weekend will help cheer things up... and I hope Christina comes down during her Spring Break. I wonder if it's even worth trying to look for a new job in this economy.